Yesterday the hubby found some old photos of us in one of his Mac’s folders.
Both of us had a chuckle about how much rounder my face was… not that I was ever even chubby but Dang, have I gotten skinnier in the past year or so since getting obsessed with pole!
And it wasn’t a conscious decision or anything.. I’ve always been pretty happy with my body. I mean, some girls are born with a flawless face… some are born with natural C-cup boobs… some are born with a silver spoon in their mouth…
…I was born tall and skinny with a super metabolism. (I was also born with my mother’s predisposition towards teen/early adult acne, but you just gotta count your blessings and accept the rest!)
Anyway back to the weight-loss issue.
Some time last year I started to notice that I was practically swimming in some of my older clothes. And I also started to notice that I actually looked kinda tiny in some of my pole videos.
Sometimes I feel a tad insecure about it, which then makes me feel silly. Cos most women want to be thinner right? Like, this should be a good problem and I should just shut up already. Seriously though, I’d like to be just slightly curvier.
..But not in the face! And the annoying thing is that I love how my face is now skinnier than it ever used to be, but I miss my rounded hips and thighs. And please don’t tell me that I need to eat more or more often. I eat to my heart’s content all the time, probably more if you count snacking.
Where am I going with this? No where really, except perhaps to point out that the grass will always somehow be greener on the other side…