I am so freaked out right now.
…Because I signed up for amateur night at the studio! (Except it’s not actually held at the studio, it’s held in a club/bar. Yikes.)
But back to freaking out… I’d been toying with the idea since before the start of term, but the idea of actually choreographing and performing my own routine in public was seriously overwhelming, and way out of my comfort zone.
I did have a song in mind right from the start, and had tried to work with it a couple of times on my own at home but didn’t get anywhere so I decided it wasn’t going to happen. Besides, there would be another amateur night held in the studio at the end of the year so at least I’d have time!
Then rumour had it that the end-of-year am nite was going to be cancelled, and I knew in my heart that since it’s always the things that scare you the most that you really need to do in life, I had to reconsider it.
So I re-considered it. And considered it again. And again. And again. And then I got tired of considering and thought, ‘fuck it! I’ll sign up!’
That was ten days ago.
And in these past ten days, I’ve been asking myself… “What In The Hell Were You Thinking, beeyatch?!?!”
That is all. For now.
Cos I’m freaked out.
p/s: ..Did I mention that I’m freaked out?